Film

The Weight of Gold

Name: The Weight of Gold
Genre: Documentary
Released: 2020
Cast: Michael Phelps, Apolo Ohno, Shaun White, Lolo Jones, Gracie Gold

A documentary examining mental health crises among Olympic athletes, featuring candid conversations with gold medalists about depression, anxiety, and suicide. It's unflinching and necessary rather than triumphalist—less about athletic glory, more about what happens when the spotlight cuts off. For anyone who's felt the weight of expectation or wondered what life looks like after you've already won.

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