Film

Blue Jean

Name: Blue Jean
Genre: Drama
Released: 2023
Cast: Rosy McEwen, Kerrie Hayes, Lucy Halliday, Lydia Page, Becky Lindsay

Drama

A tense, intimate character study set in 1988 Northern Ireland, where a closeted PE teacher's carefully compartmented life implodes when a student's presence forces her to choose between survival and authenticity. Rosy McEwen is quietly devastating; the film finds unbearable drama in small moments and silences. For anyone who's felt the weight of pretending.

TMDb rating

3.4

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